I had a nightmare. TW I met a guy who was kind and fun to be around. We went on several dates and everything was going well. Then randomly one day we went to a water park and he started trying to come onto me very strong like trying to grope me and kiss me and I was startled and pulled back and said I wasn’t ready for that. But from that point on he became insistent…one night we were hanging out he asked me to kiss him and I said ok but when I went in he sprayed my face with something. And I immediately felt very lightheaded and loopy and couldn’t stand right and he pulled me in for a hug and I asked why he was doing this to me and he was fine with just talking and hanging out before and he said “yeah I know but then you had to f***ng touch me” and then he raped me. I was trying to crawl away and was calling for help the whole time but no one came until afterwards.
When I woke up I sort of just huddled in bed for a while.