😺 Say Anything -- Part 29


I’m in bed already, going to see if I can fall asleep early. I’ll lay my head down when I finish my cigarette. I live life on the edge, smoking in bed. I don’t recommend this to anyone.


No sabatoge. We were just tinkering with the screened words list and apparently the f bomb was accidentally removed from the list.



Damn, I can’t sleep. I’m considering getting up and having something more to eat, like maybe heat up some leftover goulash.


So I’m gonna attempt a half lotus posture for meditation. I tried a week ago and my knee was a bit achy for the next day but I’ll take it easy or just restart the session and just use a chair. I don’t think I’ll ever get back into a full lotus again but long as I can practice all is well.


Damn, it’s 1am and I’m still up. I’m out of bed, at my desk, about to eat. At least I don’t have to be up early.


Why you up so late?


I just can’t sleep. I went to bed three hours ago, but after hours of lying awake I figured I might as well get up for a little while. I’ll go back to bed soon.


What AP do you take?


I get Abilify injections every three weeks.


I wonder if energy drinks contribute to my delusions/psychosis. I drink 4 every day. I feel like I’m going down hill again. Last two days sucked.


Midnight here. It’s raining out. I love listening to the rain.

Oh also trying not to go into hypochondriac mode. I have this weird sore on my tummy. I have no idea where I got it. Hopefully just some irritation from my shirt. I be up for an hour yet. Just gonna read.


It make you tired?


No, I don’t notice any side effects from it.


I just told the pizza delivery driver he was whiny and to loose weight :joy:

He was complaining because a tree branch hit him in the face walking up to the door… and he said take care of your yard better. I said I’m a delivery driver too and I was going to tip you good but your whiny.


I’m also up fairly late. I slept the day away due to Seroquel. Now I’m just listenin’ to the radio.


they don’t help
i think causing psychosis is probably not possible or Caffiene would have a huge warning that we all have to watch and know about
i know it doesn’t help with sleep or anxiety, which can go a long way towards making you crazy though


No Agitation?



No agitation. I’ve been tried on a lot of APs, and Abilify hasn’t caused me any real problems. I was on Abilify tablets in the past, but now I get the depot shots. No problems with either.


Are you listening to your creepy radio shows, Monte?