When I first read this I thought, āreally? Someoneās been stalking Bud Bundy?ā Lol, then I remembered Bud Bundy on Married with Children was played by David Faustino. Oops.
Iām feeling okay. I lack the motivation I need to go to the laundromat, desperately need to go, but oh well, maybe this weekend.
How are you doing?
Right on, happy to hear youāre feeling decent. I used to go to laundromats also, I would just bring some music to listen to on headphones.
I am doing pretty good . I managed to wake up at a decent time today, then I crashed after having my morning meds and coffee haha.
I just got a new graphic novel, āV For Vendetta.ā Itās by Alan Moore.
I slept until 11:00 today, got about twelve hours of sleep, hell yeah.
Haha thatās awesome!
Are you still working at the pharmacy?
Damn I was out, Iāve had 2 first posts
Yeah, just barely. I got four hours this week, and another four hours next week. After that I should get more hours, if I end up staying there. Iām looking for other work, canāt stay at a pharmacy where Iām expected to work non-stop, no breaks or lunches.
Ya snooze ya lose !
Lots of things today.
The Restoril is causing pretty severe memory loss. Iām losing entire days. Not sure what to do about it.
The Trilafon is making me super hungry all the time. At least I assume thatās what it is. Iām not having much trouble staying with my normal diet, but itās annoying to be so hungry all the time.
I finally got set up with a new therapist. A psychologist that used to do schizophrenia research and also specializes in PPD and PTSD. Iām really excited to start seeing her. My first appointment is on the 27th. She was going to get me in next week but Iām busy. So Iām really excited about her availability as well.
Depression is still lingering and itās been hours since I had coffee. I am starting to wonder if it is truly the coffee.
Itās weird I was depressed then anxious and energetic then depressed again.
Could be that youāre depressed and the caffeine is just hiding it enough to get you by in the morning?
Could be but I feel elated too so I am not absolutely sure.
Are you sza or sz?
When i have more energy/awareness/alertness I can become depressed. It sucks so bad.
Schizoaffective
Could it be that?
Ohhhh Iām so excited! I want to nap but Iām so happy. Haha! I guess 4 cups of coffee can do that.
Could be I have had mood swings for the past couple weeks