Dang sometimes I feel like I donāt belong. Itās a passing thought. Iāve had a mostly good few days. I know I more or less fit in here thankfully. I have trouble with socializing now. It used to be different. I shouldnāt let it bother me.
I had major emotions this morning after drinking too much caffeine. I canāt drink it period! Itās also been two weeks without nicotine.
Well itās good that youāve stayed away from nicotine. I donāt drink coffee. Iām not sure what caffeine might do to me. My psychiatrist usually tells me to stay away from caffeine, alcohol, and pot.
Avoid caffeine winter worth it. Iām trying n withdrawal for both days d them.
How you been Thai?
Iāve been alright for the past three or four days. Before that I was hearing voices. Itās no joke dealing with that stuff. How about yourself?
Worrying about what people think of me. Paranoia.
Having paranoia is difficult. Try not to worry what others think of you so much. I donāt think it helps. I know itās tough but maybe focus on something that will keep your mind busy?
Someone cut the hoses to the washers in the laundry room down the hall from me, so now the laundry room and hallway are flooded. Welcome to the ghetto, where we canāt have ā ā ā ā without someone ruining it. Welcome to the ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ghetto.
I donāt even use the washers here; I go to a laundromat, but it still pisses me off.
Wow what medicine are you on? Iāve never heard anyone say the loved it.
Mom said I was acting strange. I agree with her.
I keep hearing screaming. Sounds far away. Sounds the same whether I am inside, out, or walking.
I am on perphenazine, tegretol, and cogentinā¦itās just working very well for me and I havenāt had much relief in a long time
I agree with you, anxiety and depression influences your appetite.
When Iām most obnoxious with the food(before exams) I have to eat and I hate it, it feels a waste of money.
Ask your doctor if ur relationship with food is healthy, for me it isnāt
Good luck with it anyway, sometimes it takes time to deal with daily things that seems easy to most people, but hard for a fewā¦
Iām doing a work for physiology about eating disorders. I have to do a 10 minute talk to the class(30 for all 3 of us), so Iāll do some research and if youāre interested I will let you know what I find
I havenāt had a cigarette in three hours, thatās when I ran out of them, and Iām going to try to get to sleep without buying any tonight. I probably wonāt go to bed for another hour or so. If I can make it through until morning with no nicotine I will feel like I accomplished something, then go from there. I need to quit smoking again, canāt afford to keep buying smokes.
My briar wood for pipe making still has not arrived from Turkey. But on a happy note my knee is healing up nicely.
I been trying to learn algorithms myself. They are difficult and i wonder if I am even capable of doing it I wish you well on your math studies though
Good morning, everyone. I hope you all slept well.
I started vaping in order to quit cigarettes. Now I puke if I try to smoke a cigarette Iām not telling you what to do or anything. I leaned down from 6mg to 3mg to zero. I just vape to keep my comfort until I run out of no nic .Iām rooting for you!
Woke up at four am. Ughā¦
Feel okay this morning. Letās see how the rest of the day goes.