I’m lounging on the couch. I’m too tired to do anything, but too bored to lie still.
Thanks. I feel like I am on vacation every time I go over there. We have a pool now so the dogs are used to it but I will make sure they know where the steps are. Dakota loves to swim. Sheba not so much.
I woke up earlier than I expected today, having my coffee.
I have a few things to get done today, but we’ll see how many I actually do.
I showered, going to the Doctor in a few, sitting here nakkies drying off
well off to the Doctor then work, enjoy your day
I searched this songon Youtube and i found one Russian version i’m not sure, but the Romanian version of the song it’s way more better
I’m in such a good mood right now!
I received my first monthly teaching pay of the semester, and it was $300 more than I expected! Nice!
We get a raise every academic year, but our union must have gotten us a kickass raise this year. Hell, they should, for all the money we pay them in dues every month.
I was able to pay all of my past due bills, and still have enough leftover for upcoming rent, as well as gas, food, etc.
If I could get that restitution check from the court I’d be in good shape.
i need to find someone like myself to hang out with. a single person without kids. all my friends are married with kids or married and aspiring for kids. it’s weird to hang out with them, I don’t fit in.
to be honest im getting tired of kids. I have 7 nieces and nephews already. I like when kids are a little older. toddlers freak me out, they have to be watched all the time. the way its been the one kid grows up and then a newborn is born.
my mom and dad will have 7 grandkids unless I add one, I only have enough money for one child. chances are slim. I go from wanting one to not wanting one as the seasons change.
Yeah bad idea to get out of bed today.
ha mom gave me the keys to go get her some cake. in the process I scored some diet coke and a 12pack of coffee pods. keep fueling the fire. decided ill give up the coffee when I can drink again in a few months
I went got my shot of Abilify, did one job, then a customer cancelled so I got to come home earty
I have to leave for work in an hour. I have a horse show tomorrow that I’m really looking forward to, yet I’m also really nervous, theres a lot of pressure on to score well.
I am about a month behind in my studies, but at least I sorted out my loan. I should be able to start on my first assignment this Monday or Tuesday.
Are you still doing okay off the Geodon?
I was approved for another year of food stamps and I’m learning a new song on the piano.
It sucks though I’ll have to find a new therapist at the end of the year. But I love the medicine I’m on rn it’s good everything’s good
So much energy my dog has ENERGY
I did an easy online class about learning math. I got a certificate. It’s good enough for me. My friend is learning algorithms, which is a lot more complicated, but I don’t care. He’s a good friend and I’m happy for him. He’s very smart. I have to do stuff that makes me feel good and is comfortable. I cannot compare myself to others.
Learning about math was fun. The biggest thing I learned was that math requires communication and if you want to be good at it, make a few friends and talk about it. Anyone can learn math. Those who are the best in the world have a growth mindset and rely on successful learning methods, not just rote memorization.
Holy crap, I just spent over $80 on groceries.
There’s a Taco Bell out in front of the store, and I thought about going there first because of how hungry I was, and I know it’s not good to go grocery shopping when I’m hungry. I thought I could restrain myself, but oh well; I’ve got lots of food now.
It included a lot of healthy stuff, like lettuce and other salad stuff, as well as plenty of fresh fruit, so it wasn’t all bad.
i need to go soon here, fridge is on empty
I did the dishes and cleaned out the fridge, so its all ready for groceries, supposed to snow tonight so not sure if i will shop in the morning
I am still so far. It has now been 5 full days and 5 full nights. If I go completely silent on the forum I will likely hav become unwell again. I usually withdraw from most socialising wen I relapse.