Good morning everyone. Just on time I’m starting to feel kind of okay. I see my pdoc tomorrow and now I don’t remember anything I was upset about.
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Well, when I went to my therapy appointment, the therapist told me she works with Medicare patients, not Medicaid or Medicaid managed care plans, like I have. She still did my intake stuff, asked me a lot of questions. I will see a different therapist for an actual therapy appointment on October 1st.
While I was out I got a haircut (I was way overdue), picked up my Cymbalta and treated myself to a beef quesarito from Taco Bell. I hadn’t had Taco Bell, or any other fast food, in months.
Now I’m enjoying a cup of coffee.
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Minor complaint of the day: The ex I’m living with left the tortillas open in the fridge overnight. They are now cold and dried out. >:( So like half of these tortillas are gonna be unusable because the texture will be horrible due to them losing all of their moisture. It’s a zip container for a reason. AUGH.
Visited my mom got called gay and hoe. I don’t like people right now I’m more concerned about my mom than a ■■■■■■■ piece if ■■■■. Running his mouth. I’m catching the bus somewhere else. I don’t have to listen to it.
Passenger got up to talk about me with the bus driver said people call her names.burn in hell all of you.
There are infinite different sizes of infinity:
Damn, I REALLY don’t want to go to work. ■■■■■■■ pharmacy. Maybe tomorrow and this weekend I can put out some job applications.
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I’m doing okay. Just diken around. Hope everyone is doing well.
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Not good. Not leaving apt for a while.
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I’m doing laundry today
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dad got a lower flood insurance quote so he’s moving forward with the new home build. originally they quoted him 3500/year but then he got a elevation certificate that showed the house would be out of the flood plain and now the insurance is like 300/year. the bank required the flood insurance as part of the lending process.
they break ground Monday. he thinks there is a chance they’ll be in their new home by Christmas. it will be nice to be back living by myself again.
cup of green tea made me throw up again. I don’t know why, I had like 5 cups yesterday and nothing happened but today I had a cup and got nauseas. luckily I didn’t have any food in my stomach so it was just liquids I lost
How’s the cymbalta doing for you?
10 minutes til my intake appointment. I’m nervous. I definitely need to remember to bring up yesterday’s panic attack.
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I’m going for a nap, don’t try and talk me out of it 
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Think I’ve relapsed into my old ways of disordered eating. I’ve been eating only around four (small) meals a week. Food is disgusting to me.
I don’t want to lose weight though! I love my body. I want a fatter ass if anything.
Maybe it’s depression? I should probably go to the doctors.
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The Cymbalta seems to be doing a fairly good job for me, seeing some improvement 
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Work wasn’t bad, though I wasn’t doing actual work. I just did computer-based training for four hours.
Idk, maybe I can stick it out at the pharmacy for a while. I’m just so sick of job hopping.
I mean, really, to think of all the jobs I’ve had in the past year alone. A year ago I was working at the hospital, then the foundry, then the gas station and 7-eleven (same owner), now the pharmacy. Teaching has been the only mainstay, been there for eight years.
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I’m tired. It’s almost 1.30am here. My friend said he’d take me home, but now he’s on his phone and unresposive, haha.