Say anything part 2

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1054

Why not?
@anon1571434

1055

why not? I have done that exercise in aerobics and strength training.

1056

Bad for your back @SpecialK

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1057

I sun tanned today, was the first time in years, forgot how good it felt, warm wind blowing over you, not for long though just spent a hour outside

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1058

I found out that hot chips (French fries) one portion is only approximately 500 calories.

So I can continue to eat this and still be under 1500 calories a day.

My boyfriend has a deep fryer so we had beer battered chips for dinner yesterday.

I did a exercise video on YouTube yesterday and have saw legs from it.
First time in a year I think that I am saw due to exercise.

Feeling more stable now Iā€™m back on latuda.
It is a tiny dose but makes a huge difference.

Sweet of you to address and mention Eric
.i hope you are feeling better too.

:two_hearts:Blessed be yo!:pray:t3::metal:t5:

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1059

Erez sorry.:blush:

Hope you are well.

Feeling better.

Hope and positivity.:blush:

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1060

Love, love, love
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Nothing you can sing that canā€™t be sung
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game
Itā€™s easy

Nothing you can make that canā€™t be made
No one you can save that canā€™t be saved
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time
Itā€™s easy

All you need is love
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Love is all you need

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Nothing you can know that isnā€™t known
Nothing you can see that isnā€™t shown
Nowhere you can be that isnā€™t where youā€™re meant to be
Itā€™s easy

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1061

Iā€™m not feeling the withdrawal that bad anymore from stopping geodon I was thinking it was gonna last a week but its been 2 days now and the brain zaps stopped, my stomach stopped hurting but it is making a lot of noises, I donā€™t feel extremely cold anymore, I just hope the abilify works well and doesnā€™t give me bad side effects

1062

woke up pissed and angry.

I can not tolerate inconsiderate people anymore!!! =(

I was supposed to take baptism clothes for my friend and she told me it is only a dress + a towel
and her sister dropped off 1 bottle of liquor + 5 packs of large tobacco smokes for shisha / hookah whatever you call it and also the dresses. It is like 9-10 kilos :frowning2: + I already smoke and drink so they know + the limit of alcohol is 1,14L + 200 grams of tobacco or 200 cigarettes.

Can you image how selfish and rude and impossible these people are?!

I told her I can not take these.

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1063

Iā€™m alive!

I went on holiday with a borderline GF and came back only mildly more stressed than when I left. Woooh!

We stayed with my parents, which was very much outside her comfort zone, since she has a lot of social anxiety. We went on the beach with my parents dog, and we went to a nice garden with tropical plants. There were some good times had :slight_smile:

I survived a total of 5 meltdowns, including one which ended up with both of us hiding under the bed, and another where a 5 minute walk took 2 hours. (admittedly it was up a steep hill).

I can handle the meltdowns very well, I just canā€™t handle the way that everything is my fault. I canā€™t accept being a bad person and so anything that is blamed on me triggers feelings of shame. I was making a big effort and it wasnā€™t enough for her in the middle of the crises. Iā€™m learning to deal with my feelings, so in that respect these meltdowns are good practice, but if this were to continue like this longer-term then I think the novelty would wear off quite quickly.

It helps me to remember that other peopleā€™s feelings are not my responsibility. I seem to have two switch modes; ā€œNOT MY PROBLEMā€ vs ā€œI AM RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHINGā€.

I am on a journey of recovery and it is interesting.

Hope everyone here has been ok while I was gone, and I missed you all dearly. xxx

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1064

My sister and I talked about my first illness, the traumaā€¦ what kind of shitty experience was that?! I had never been so ill ever. Still I go on. Who would survive something like this? Am I magnifying it?

It was traumatizing

Can you believe what kind of extremeLY ugly people there are in this world. ? THANKS THE UNIVERSE I am who I am and have learnt how to love and value. I hope My only hope is if I grow old, I grow old gracefully.

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1065

The first time I became ill with schizophrenia was the worst for me too. I lost contact with so many people. I lost touch with reality. To me it sounds like youā€™re doing mostly well MissMermaid. Donā€™t worry about the past too much there isnā€™t anything we can do to change it. There are toxic people and it sucks but itā€™s best to stay away from people who upset you. I think youā€™ll age gracefully just fine.

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Just read something about interpersonal relationship and attachment styles. From what Iā€™ve read here, I have no friends. But also from that, Iā€™m everyoneā€™s friend lol

1067

We havenā€™t talked much Arturo but I appreciate your input on the forums.

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1068

Thanks I appreciate that

1069

I notice you try to remain optimistic in bleak times. Like, ā€œscrew the illness Iā€™m going to go work out.ā€ Hahah.

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yeah toxic people are dangerous =)

I am more like a humble farmer type. Just need family, a few good friends, comfy bedā€¦ some money to live comfortably.

It is kind of a satanic experience, this illness.

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Yeah it really is. You seem like a good person Miss Mermaid. Itā€™s a shame this illness got you. I wouldnā€™t wish it on anyone. It is nice we have the forum where people are more understanding. It seems a lot of us have had religious delusions. I could see why youā€™d call it a satanic experience.

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So my nephew who is two is terrified of lizards. He asked me to go ā€œRAWR!!ā€ to scare them away. It was cute how he did it. I told him to scare them himself and he was like, ā€œNooo you go RAWR!!ā€ But in spanish.

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1073

It feels like the lysine supplementation Iā€™m on is dissolving the undiagnosed clot in my brain that was causing massive headaches and some SZ symptoms, since those have progressively gone down since Iā€™ve been on it, but Iā€™m worried about the kidney damage that is possible. Iā€™m going to have to be a strict raw vegan to reverse the potential kidney damage, since thereā€™s no way Iā€™m going to stop the lysine supplementation that has given me a huge chunk of my life back.

I almost feel ready to be social and have visitors over even.