My new gastro doc is going to start me on samples of a certain GI motility drug. I don’t remember the name of it. It’ll supposedly help me with my gastroparesis (delayed stomach emptying) and also my chronic constipation, which was made worse by Seroquel.
I could only eat a third of my dinner, last night, because my stomach was apparently still full from lunch. I was feeling really ill, too, like sickly from trying to eat dinner.
But this drug should help move things along! I’m excited.
so tomorrow’s goal is get front porch clean, living room and kitchen clean, and lastly bathroom clean. that’s enough cleaning for one day. my caseworker is coming by on friday so i have a little incentive to clean.
took 1500mg of niacin today, i haven’t flushed yet, but i feel it coming on. sometimes i flush quickly, other time i wait 90 minutes and then flush after i think nothing will happen. i read 1500mg of niacin can raise testosterone so i will try it. it also helps with cholesterol.
my niece got her pedicure now she is away getting a spray on tan haha, she lives in arizona but never goes outside apparently because i am darker than her, or maybe she peels easy idk, spray on tans are funny to me.
Dad and I brought some old windows to the transfer station and then cleaned a cabin. I’m not doing anything tomorrow. Heard voices today mixed in with sound. It’s not the worst thing but it means I have to watch my stress levels. I’m not necessarily stressed so not a huge concern atm.
May go back to the store for a bone in ham on sale. I want sandwich supplies and homemade split pea soup for something different.
Gonna clean up my living area. Do dishes tonight. Hopefully shower and possibly shave beforehand.
mom is making spaghetti and garlic bread tonight, yum, and we may have a glass of red wine too. idk, i try not to drink more than once a week, and i had 3 beers while watching the football game on sunday. so maybe i won’t have any wine.
While I was in the store I had a horrible fantasy or whatever it’s called but I was about to do violence on a shopper. I truly felt angry at something that wasn’t real. Luckily I stopped myself but I’m sure my mouth was moving.
well one week til the road trip but i may not be able to go, for some reason mom wants to be gone 3 weeks instead of 2 weeks, and i have an injection on oct 7th, i don’t want to reschedule. i dont know why anyone would want a 3 week vacation anyhow. and i especially don’t want to stay with my sister and play with the little niece and nephew. o about my little niece she is in her first year of soccer and scored 2 goals in her first game. so i may not go, idk, it would be ok, just get a little lonely is all.