Having to start fresh is tough. I hope it goes well!
Hey yāall, is anyone up? Iām bored, just listening to music and chillin. Itās 12:30 am here, but I can tell I will be up for a while longer yet.
Just came across this āegg fastā program and Iām intrigued. Might try it at some point.
Who was doing keto? Was it @anon90843118? Have you ever heard of this?
Iām up, trying to figure out a way to watch the latest Rick and Morty episodes on the TV. I stream them from the adult swim websiteā¦ wondering if I can use chrome cast or something, itās connected on the other TV I could move it temporarily.
Chromecast should work.
That show is so great; itās a shame I didnāt come across it until just recently.
I didnāt get a bath tonight. I actually was really looking forward to it, but Little LED was having a rough night and then I played on my phone too long. Maybe Iāll get up early and get one.
Washer repair guy should be back tomorrow with the new pump. Hopefully thatās all that needs to be fixed and Iāll be able to catch up on this mountain of laundry weāve got.
Tomorrow me and my father are leaving germany to visit our family for one or two weeks in poland. The nursing service gave me today my medication for the vacation.
ok.
could not reply earlier bcoz they have a limit on how much messages I can post.
sucks butā¦
I am so in awe over my new hair. I canāt stop looking at myself in the mirror
It feels right. It looks right. This feels good
Iāve been finding lately that distraction (eg video games, forums) has been helping me more than meditation.
Some people work harder so they seem more energetic then people doing less work.I thought I have done a lot of work,it seems I am wrong in somewhere
Awake at 1am, thatās what I get for taking a 4 hour nap yesterday, and then falling back asleep at 8pm.
Oh well. Voices are mild whispers, mood seems ok, thinking is clear.
Pdoc appointment today, gonna see if sheād be willing to lower my risperidone now that Iām feeling pretty stable on the abilify.
Lower risperidone raise abilify, maybe a 2mg/15mg split. That sounds nice.
Wishing everyone a fine day!
Iām awake too @Ooorgle! Itās 3:28 am here.
I slept all day yesterday until like 8 or 9 at night.
But I will set my alarm to wake up later this morning. Itās not fair to my GF to sleep while she is up.
My GFās daughter lost a ton of weight on a Keto diet.
I tried it, but I didnāt follow the diet strictly enough. If you can completely cut the white sugar and strictly limit most carbs, it should work well.
Thursday evening here.
No one to chat.
Also whatās there to chat about.
I am gonna beat schizophrenia.
Want to return to a productive lifestyle.
parry, riposte, wrist flick and a thurst
Have at thee vile Madness! You shall not win this day!
proceeds to fight his Illness off
Single words, walls moving, donāt want to face the day before me, zero motivation.
Gonna do my best to not let the voices get me down, going to work my equivalent exchange tool. One positive thing I like about myself for every negative the voices call me. It helps keep me balanced.
Wishing everyone well!
Sleeeeeeepy. I just woke up like 3 minutes ago. Waiting for Little LED to use the bathroom but she definitely woke up in a bad mood and she keeps yelling and whining. Hopefully some food will make her feel better because I cannot deal with this all day. Pretty sure Iām going to have to go back to bed for a bit and take a nap. I havenāt been this sleepy in a long time.
Howās your morning? Youāre up early. Or staying up super late?