I’ve changed so much at every stage of my life. It’s interesting to look back to see how I’ve changed, who I’ve become and who I was.
I’m still that shy kid from before school. That never changed. I used to be a regular kid with no regrets or fear. Just lived in the moment. Then I was angry at myself and the world. That turned me into a bully. Then I found peace in that. I thought that pain and struggle were the basic blocks of life and that I could find meaning in that. Then I suffered a lot, with no reason or cease. I was mad again and this time sad as well. I recluded even further to hide myself and then I met some people who I thought I could at least trust. That ended up being wrong as well and my psychosis started and they all left me. Now I am alone but I’ve learned to accept myself again and to express myself. I’ve learned to nurture myself so none of those things will happen again. I’ve even learned to start loving people.
So all I can say is the evolution of Arturo is ongoing and the direction looks positive!!