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The only issue is when I am on break for too long the floodgates in my head come crashing down and I go crazy. The last time I had to do a hospitalization program was during a break. It is a lose lose for me either way.

I hope you feel better Anna! I had delusions and voices when I was in college that made things rough for me, but I made it through. I think you can too!

Iā€™m hearing voices. They sound so real.

Iā€™ve been doing well. I know they canā€™t be real.

The voices still sound real. I donā€™t really hear much now, it just feels as if the conversation really did occur.

There is no such thing as telepathy. I know I canā€™t possibly have heard a conversation over 100 miles away. Schizophrenia can be difficult.

Try and focus on things that give you joy rather than just entertainment.

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unreliable sources have confirmed I need a nap before work, wake me in a hour :smiley:

I woke up on my own :stuck_out_tongue: I would have blamed you all if I was late for work!!!

Iā€™m gonna lose the scholarship that pays for my tuition and books and other fees for school cause I couldnā€™t find the motivation to go to classes. I might take a semester off to rethink my goal. I donā€™t think I wanna be a preschool teacher anymore and Iā€™m not good at English classes although I love reading and writing. I might try to get my poems published and work on my stories/the soldiers stories done.

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Walking in a strange light, looking at the walls
The walls are getting higher and I think theyā€™re gonna fall
Theyā€™re gonna fall down over me, crush me till I scream
Now Iā€™m only hoping that Iā€™m living in a dream
Itā€™s just a dream;itā€™s just a dream;

Fear lies over me, I feel it all around
Somethingā€™s looking at me and I think itā€™s got a crown
Itā€™s not a king or a queen but something in between
Now Iā€™m only hoping that Iā€™m living in a dream
Itā€™s just a dream;itā€™s just a dream;

Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream
Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream

Wars and violence here happen every day
But Iā€™m in another world a million miles away
Itā€™s just like real life, true life, living in a dream
But everything is better then, or thatā€™s the way it seems
Itā€™s just a dream;itā€™s just a dream;

Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream
Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream
Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream

Itā€™s just a dream

Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream
Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream
Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream
Itā€™s strange how things seem to be different
When youā€™re living in a dream
Living in a dream living in a dream living in a dream

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Went walking with my co-person tonight. Sheā€™s not much for walking, but I love it - especially when a 50-lb backpack isnā€™t involved.

The night sky was beautiful tonight.

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I wanna be the pirate king!

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I can not be Christian.

I tried n was perhaps a wanna be one but I just ainā€™t n itā€™s just not for me or what I believe although something big may of happened as I have felt stigmata similar but with out da blood.

I have my own religion.
Different creatures n beings etc

I pray sometimes n say thank you for food etc

I have not logged in for a long time and may not logg in again for a while as I havnt got my laptop yet.

Maybe we have vanilla sex (donā€™t know what that is really but am guessing)but I love him and want spend rest of my life n beyond with him n these things can improveā€¦get more privacy ,intimacy,lust,passion,playfulness etc
He has my heart n all of me I reckon .

I have good faith now I think.
He is the most beautiful sexy amazing man and so sweet to me.

Can be so precious to just cuddle n feel hearts n bodies etc so close.

Hope you are well.

I love my new home.

I laugh out loud when no one else is laughing n I say strange words n I go mute n have difficulty around people etc

Still taking latuda.

Iā€™ve been doing some knitting.

Ciao for now.

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arrrrg matie, shiver me timbers !!!

Someone make me breaky and get me a tea, make it snappy to!!!

ā– ā– ā– ā–  this lifeā€¦

I donā€™t know what vanilla sex is.

But I love being with my man.:gift_heart:
Love him.

I wonā€™t be logging in again for a while.

Otherwise lovely weather etc

Take care.

Feeling better today. Woohoo!

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Weā€™re supposed to get 11 to 19 inches of snow where I live on Friday. Iā€™ll prolly be working from home.