me people? we people? some of us people?
Themās words that can get you into very much trouble.
Yes.
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By whom?
I shouldāve said us people, myself included. I was referencing humanity as a whole, not just this forumās demographic. This isnāt an apology.
We the people have had enough of you people!
(divide and conquer, the lifelong journey)
Iāve already explained. This is probably supposed to be a joke but humor eludes me sometimes.
iād like to be a King
J. Cole said āaināt gonā be no more kings.ā
We all Kings.
Kings of ourselves, first and foremost.
My self is more of an anarchy than a monarchy, though 
King Pedro of Calcutta ā¦
overall had a good day⦠saw my pdoc she said some nice things about me and my work⦠there might be another art therapy session, this time iām gonna force myself to come, saw myself in the mirror⦠and i dont look so bad, and i dont feel fat anymore⦠i think i look pretty good with make up and the right clothes⦠suddenly have this optimistic feeling out of nowhere⦠gonna enjoy my book and music⦠cheerioā¦
Art therapy sounds great.
I have never been late for my two clients.so far.
But yesterday I forgot my work shoes for first time n I think it impacted my work to be less good.
I felt unprofessional to not have me shoes on when itās safe n healthty requirement .
I left streaks on mirror .it looked worse than before I started.darn.
But the vacuuming went good.i noticed there was stuff on floor needed vacuuming and that it did become cleaner.
Something is something.
I was up all night mostly journaling. When did my journals stop being random mental anguish and more insight? Weird experience so use to reading it back and thinking Iām more messed up then I thought I was. Which of course reading back journals is a big no no because it is all random mental anguish. Looking at the last 7 years written like one journal a year no idea what to do with them at all.
Think we have a king and queen post for sz.com awhile back.
it took a long time but I think I trained my mind to keep well
āI like people who dream or talk to themselves interminably ; I like them, for they are double. They are here and elsewhere.ā
Albert Camus
Knowledge is a familiarity, awareness or understanding of someone or something, such as facts, information, descriptions, or skills, which is acquired through experience or education by perceiving, discovering, or learning. Knowledge can refer to a theoretical or practical understanding of a subject
I am chatting with a man I met through dating site.
Iām only chatting with him as im a one man kinda gal.
If I meet him I think I will be one paying for his petrol to drive to me.
He doesnāt have n doesnāt want kids.
Most profiles have children involved.
I would of loved to have children as person but things are as areā¦
His profile was awesome how he described himself a beautiful word such as honourable n a one woman kinda man etc .
I am Intellectually disabled in a way it seems .
Yet on a spiritual level n in my other bodies I seem very able and my eyes also and spirit.
I walked at 9 months by my self.
I spoke early n was well developed so my pschychiatrist does not think I have aspergers.
But my mum thinks so.
She prefers that diagnosis than schizophrenia.
I wagged a lot from school.
A lot.
I enjoyed n was good at maths despite.
Now I canāt go near maths.
I donāt remember names of people .
Iām not educated as a person n canāt hold intellectual conversations n I donāt watch news n canāt talk about that either. I only read headlines on yahoo or msn.
I beleive I have studied university in other peopleās bodies and in spirit n other bodies n species races of who I am n even have own university.
But in personā¦
Iām intellectually disabled it seems despite not being born that way n despite not being so in other level.
If I get bf he will have to only talk simple things to me and probably have to tell his mates too that Iām disabled because I do act wierd sometimes.
I can make strange noises, laugh out loud, facials, and I go mute sometimes n hate it.
I canāt speak n everyone else is talking n im quiet n come across as wierd.
Itās awful cause Iām such a outgoing social person in reality but it doesnāt come out in my person.
I told man Iām chatting with about schizophrenia but Iāve not told him how it affects me etc
He smokes and is on pension.
Thatās why he canāt afford petrol so I would pay if we meet it seems.
His got some beautiful qualities of who he is I think n does great volunteer working.
I hope to meet him in a month.
I used to smoke ten years ago but quit n was hoping not to meet smoker but if I love the man more than I dislike the cigarettes.
I knew a woman who hated cigarettes .but ended up marrying a heavy smoker.