Going to stay awake today dammit. Hope y’all are having a good day wherever you are. It’s sunny here. Tx weather 
good.
Quasall
3 Likes
I need to get rid of paranoid fears it’s ruinin my life
3 Likes
Another day off, feeling pretty good. 
The main things for today are washing dishes and possibly cleaning the kitchen, getting a new coil put in my car, hopefully it won’t misfire anymore, and taking out trash. There’s plenty of other cleaning and tidying up that needs to be done, endless chore.
I really need to go to the laundromat, but maybe I can do that tomorrow morning.
Sucks I had to pay $130 for a spark plug and a coil, when those were under warranty and should’ve been replaced free of charge by the dealership. I couldn’t deal with those ■■■■■■■ for a third time for the same problem, telling me there is nothing mechanically wrong with my car when I knew better.
My Wellbutrin is waiting for me at the pharmacy, will pick it up in the next couple days.
6 Likes
I feel the same way @Crystal-Cotton
All I do is wallow in fear and its ruining my life and the weather is so nice outside Im trying to enjoy it
4 Likes
I have to say that overall I’m doing better on Cobenfy. The last of my persecutory delusions have cleared up. I feel better about myself and about my decisions in life concerning work and education. These are big breakthroughs.
I was burned out doing massage and have been currently working in an office since the end of January. Whether I stay working in an office or circle back to massage, taking a break from the type of work burning me out was just what I needed to be able to become clear and focused about career stuff again.
I hope everyone is having a good day.
7 Likes
i’m starting my day off pretty alright.
i’ve came or am coming to terms with the reality that i think the life-ruining trauma-informed developmental anomaly has been “Reactive-Attachment Disorder” the entire time-or some form of Complex PTSD. one or the other, probably both. it’s taken too long for me to want to actually adapt my life around this because of my desires to lead a normal life, but my chances of leading one were shot out the damn window i think before i was even born.
so i’m just at peace about everything, at least for right now. it feels okay.
gonna probably watch more Transformers: Prime to keep my mood elevated, i love giant robots.
hope everyone’s okay, additionally.
2 Likes
I think I need to get rid of sz
Hey ya poet!
What’s everybody doing?
1 Like
at work. the usual…
1 Like
hey there turtle 
what ya been up to? not much just working on music here
2 Likes
Just laying around see I don’t have access to a computer or TV and I get extremely bored lol
1 Like
oh i see sorry to hear that, dont you have wifi? maybe you should treat yourself to one for your birthday or soemthing
2 Likes
So I relapsed and had a cig today. Been feeling a bit ■■■■ since that saturday rave where I also smoked but I didnt count it then because I was on holiday.
Sht sucks.
Went to the enrollment for the digital marketing course tho.
2 Likes
I’m down another pant size, so I just ordered a couple of items for the summer- capris, etc.
6 Likes
Sorry you relapsed, @Mountain. Cool about the digital marketing course! Are you taking it in person or online? I take my classes online, and I love it.
2 Likes
Rolling Stones “exile on main street” is on…three record set…always listen to it all the way through when I play it…and its about one record through it…ha yayyyy…just drinking diet coke and relaxing…mailed an important document earlier.
2 Likes
I’m listening to Imagine Dragons rn. My daughter got me into them, and their first album always reminds me of taking her to horse camp. Good memories.
3 Likes