I have a very thin grasp on reality, even with all the meds
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I dont smoke or vape anymore but thanks for the heads up homeboy. The dentist gave me a piece of paper of things not to do after the extraction.
Good luck on the test tomorrow. Youāre gonna do well 
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Camt w8 for this rave in London on Friday with my friends. Gonna set a goal for myself to talk to a stranger. Iāve heard that having a social intention like that helps to stop focusing on everything around you which is what anxiety does
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I donāt think I can go back to retail. I donāt know why I even accepted the interview. They asked me to apply when I was shopping which is an insane red flag.
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I love Coco weeks. I ate them almost every morning.
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A lot of the time i look back on my life and feel like although I had great amazing times, I feel like Iāll never reach those heights again and maybe its not because of schizophrenia. Maybe Iām just getting older and my feeling of happiness changes
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Yeah man, Iād urge you not to do it. I mean, unless your back truly is against the wall and you simply have no other options.
Even if you and I are relatively stable in our schizo-ness, retail is even worse for us than it is for people who donāt have psychosis.
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Hey everyone another day here I did stuff I ate stuff. Whoopty Dumpty, Dumpty Doo.
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Oh for sure, I think Iām going to cancel the interview on Friday regardless of how the interview tomorrow goes.
Retail isnāt good in general, but this place uses high pressure sales tactics that just completely go against my values and style.
This job would be bad news bears.
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Letās blow this G thread to an end So we can have H is for Hell thread
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I hate pushy deceptive sales tactics. I would not want to push people to buy and pay for stuff.
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i am past due for manscaping. it is a cruel punishment thing to have hairs that grow so long that ball hair is intertwined with peen skin and the hair and skin gets yoinked when i stand up or make any kind of movement
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i feel sick like a type of malaise, head hurts, fatigue, weak, nausea, brain fog
hoping its not lactic acidosis as thats something i got warned about with my meds.
not much i can really do about it other than try to counter the feeling or sleep it off
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When I was 18, I worked for a VERY short while as a telemarketer, offering credit cards to people. I hated it! Iām not pushy by nature, so it wasnāt an ideal fit. One day, after another depressing conversation with someone that had been dialed, I just stood up and walked out. And that was that. Never did direct sales again.
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Iām so sorry you arenāt feeling well. If it gets worse or fails to improve, maybe you could get looked at? Thatās an awful lot of symptoms to be experiencing.
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I feel the same
My past was blissful, i miss it.
But i guess after my sz played up a couple of weeks ago. I am appreciating the peace of not hearing voices or being anxious.
I dont need bliss.
Add in some biology books and Iām humbled and grateful and that is enough.
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I did have good times, but I still do. Since I was in primary school, my life has been hectic, taking my classes as well as every extracurricular I could squeeze in. In college, too, I attended full-time, worked full-time, volunteered with two organizations, and had a family that I helped to cook and clean for and generally take care of. Sometimes I wonder if I didnāt push myself into psychosis.
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Hate schizophrenia. Such a peak illness. So deceptive in the sense that, nobody can see it but only try to empathise
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