Wow, it sounds from your writing that you know yourself inside and out. I’ve met only 1-2 other sz folks and they were kinda immobilized. I’m not sure anymore what the word psychosis means. Everyone associates it with “Psycho” or some other horror movie or something they’ve read or seen in the morning’s headlines. I think it must mean something else, or at least include some other kinds of thinking / activities. Perhaps there is a BIG psychosis and a “little” psychosis. I think all are unwanted, but that perhaps there are differences. I hate to say this, but I am not very sanguine, enthusiastic about new over the counter drugs and vitamins that haven’t been stamped with the Good Scientists Seal of Approval. Good luck with all, whatever, any of what ails you or your friends and family.