Ever go through periods of your life where you have tremendous revelation over a course of a few weeks very fast. And it changes you a lot. I seem to have it every spring when the weather first gets nice. Well I can think of the last two years it being a perfect example of it and possibly more years if I’m really paying attention. It’s a good time of the year
My 2nd admission to the hospital was like that for me.
I had an epiphany that I was wasting my time on dating apps. Now, I am taking courses to improve my writing. I never have had luck on dating apps but tried it for the last time. I opened a can of worms again and went fishing. It was the worst experience of my life. I was abused by some, harassed by others, then stalked by a creepy, repulsive elderly man. I am glad I went through this misery since if I did not, I would entertain the idea of being on dating apps again. Now, I am learning how to write. I want to go to grad school to write so this is more productive. This could be a far-fetched idea. But, writing is now my passion.
Lol dating apps do tend to be a waste of time for many. I wish I could find the career that really inspired me. I can always be creative but I need a more practical direction to apply my creativity. But then I think ssdi and a part time job is enough
My revelations they are also things like about simplifying your life and thinking. Philosophical stuff. It probably doesn’t matter in the end because your mind works best when you’re unaware of your thoughts. But there’s other times I’m in my head always thinking. To me these times are sometimes bothering sometimes revealing. Sometimes they may change what you’re unconscious of.
Yeah, the weekend I crushed the Hessians.
Yeah several times. Right now im realizing how strong am i, does that count? And last time i was in the hospital for suicide ideation changed me. I havent felt suicidal since because i actually look forward to the future now.
Keep it going moon garden you’re doing well. Hope you stay on the right track and never slip back to that ideation. Peace !!
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