So i mentioned I am finally back on zoloft. Its a med i had great effectiveness with in the past, unfortunately my prescriber at the time raised my dose too high too fast and i developed a bladder disorder that lasted for years. However I no longer have that issue, which i am extremely greatful about, so i am back on it now and taking things slow.
The first day i took it i knew my serotonin must be so low because it made me HIGH. So so loopy. But very relaxed. But the more important thing was i noticed my racing thoughts just stopped entirely and i could just sit contentedly. My fiance actually thought something was wrong with me because i became so quiet and still!
After the first time taking it i didnt feel that loopy high feeling anymore and didnt notice much else until today, 5 days after starting it, i went to apply liquid eyeliner and for the first time in my life i was able to apply it easily because my hands werent shaking from stress. That was such a huge moment for me, seeing how steady my hands were.
I feel so excited to continue with this. I really think this and my job change will turn things around for me.
summary: I am already noticing improvements from starting zoloft like it stops my racing thoughts and gives me a steady hand! And ive only been taking it about a week so far at a small dose! Cool!