I had 1 year sober. Please please do not preach. We all know mj is bad for us. I’m concerned for myself.
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People fall off the wagon sometimes. Pick yourself back up and hop back on it! Day one starts today.
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I can’t until it’s all gone. and i can’t stomach it to throw it away. i know i’m an addict.
Could you give it to a friend instead of using the rest?
yes, i could. i’ll ask.
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What were your using habits like before you gave it up? Daily? How old are you?
Just curious…
i have fun… but it sometimes gets outta hand. by fun, i mean experiencing emotions. i laugh, cry, time passes slowly. i experience flat affect-- mj gives me a personality boost
I feel the same way as you, I love smoking weed. I used it everyday for almost 8 years from 13 to 21…
I miss it a lot but it makes my psychosis much worse so it’s not nearly as fun to use as it use to be.
i can’t let it go, it’s been an ongoing dance for the last 15 plus years
do you find cbd helps you at all? I’ve been thinking of going to a dispensary and asking for a high cbd strain, something that can help me relax without triggering psychosis
I was a daily smoker from 15 - 22 years old.
I find my addictions are easier to address as I got older. I haven’t smoked pot in 9 years, drank or smoked a cig since 2016. I just got tired of it. I’m 35 now.
Anyway… just get back on the wagon and start over.
Good luck
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yes, I am on cbd rich mj now. 10% cbd 3% thc. I’ve tried just about every strain local to me. i’m addicted to the emotion… the radio suddenly syncs, i think about my friends, and i start crying. a minute later something funny happens. a lack of emotions in my day to day craves this outlet.
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Then i know that staying sober is the only reasonable, fair choice for me. It’s so difficult.
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I understand how you feel, stay strong!
What helped in your sobriety. I go to MA.
I was kind of forced to stop, I had a lot of relationships built around smoking but now it makes me paranoid, causes me to hear voices and become distant ect… so it’s not fun like it used to be. I miss how it used to make me feel but now I just become anxious and psychotic so it just stopped being worth it for me. I wish you the best of luck with quitting, I know how hard it can be I was addicted for years
Oh my god, I relate so much to the having feelings aspect of it. I don’t feel anything hardly any. It makes me feel motivated again! But the voices, oh god, they get louder sometimes with certain strains, and it’s expensive to keep up with my habit. I need to stop.
i need to stop. i get a lot from it but at the risk of my sanity.
I’m with you on the stopping. I wish I could do it in moderation, but the addict part doesn’t allow it.
I would love to be able to do it in moderation, but I do dabs and will smoke multiple times a day, so I end up spending a lot. I can tell I’m definitely addicted to it even though I didn’t think I would get that way.