Relapse time

Had a bad day at work today. Relapse hit me full on and I was submerged with intrusive thoughts. Delusions was very powerful. Believe that they speak in code when I am around because they want to fire me. They focus on me through the cameras to see if I work. Anything in order for them to fire me. Even after I asked my boss if he is still happy with me and he said yes I still believe he wants to get rid of me. How do I face my colleagues if I know they are all working to catch me out and get rid of me.

I have intrusive thoughts. I won’t say what they are but they keep me from going out in public

I wish I could help you, but I just wanted to say that you’re not alone. I lost my last two jobs because of my sza and paranoid delusions. You put it into words better than I could, that’s exactly what used to happen to me. I am on disability now and grateful for it.

Maybe ask your pdoc for advice?

Well, if you’re doing a good job then they would have no reason to fire you.
If you do your tasks and whatever they ask of you, why would they fire you?

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