Having homicidal thoughts. Don’t want to act on them but I feel urge to play on myself with knife. But I’m not suicidal. Just want to be left alone to talk to myself. Irritable, laughy, aggro. But otherwise I’m totally calm and ok! Maybe I’m ■■■■■■■ up. Maybe I will resume my haloperidol tonight again…
Yes, definitely. Please do that.
If you feel like need to cut, you should contact a crisis line. And definitely take your meds
But then again, maybe it’s just the conditioning of society. They expect psychotic people to behave that way so we do. We’re dangerous and that got to me. I can unlearn it maybe. It’s hard though.
Sorry if I irritated anyone on here with my “silly dangerous” plan. I’m just genuinely searching for truth and answers. I don’t want to be fake.
You aren’t fake, take your meds to stay safe and sane
Your “looking for proof” could land you in jail. Be smart about this okay. You’ve been dealing with this stuff a long time.
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