Hey guys, I just wanted to ask some of you guys who have overcome your substance addiction how you did it??
I have quit cold turkey for extended periods of time but never completely. I think when I finish this weed I will try to quit completely. i need to make something of myself, maybe get back into school. i don’t know. the problem for me is that i just can’t seem to carry anything through to the end. i’m lazy, i guess you could say depressed, however, I’ve gotten used to it and just believe I’m a negative or darker person. I’ve got a good heart, but not everyone can “look at the bright-side” you know what I mean? i think about death a lot, and what happens after we die, just pondering life like a philosopher cause i’ve got nothing to do with my day while essentially hitting bowls.
i feel like everyday is an existential crisis for me.
thoughts… on anything really.