47 days of prison in the country. Now the girl i was is pregnant after being sexually assulted.by men and women whose child is this?
Are you okay?? Are you being sexually violated in your hallucinations or was this a real event? I get sexually assaulted by my hallucinations alot. I’ve spent the night in county but they released me when I was bailed out and lost my land rover. It was alot of hard times in my past and I’m still very frustrated like you.
3 and a half months pregnant. I thought my 20 month old son who was stolen from me voice was talking to me, i fpund out it wasnt him and this new voice of this baby isnt real either. I feel weird. Polyamous relationship schizophrenia those three i love are so scary to me. I feel like they are ganging up on me. Their exes are addicted to drugs and alcohol and one whose family is rich they are all after me. How cpuld i love someone i am terrified of?
Sometimes it is hallucinations. No there is a baby and its mine, i did not have sex. Sry for what happen to you. Im praying 5 months til solid proof.
I was homeless sleeping in a park. I went home after prison.
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Moved to Unusual Beliefs as these topics can be upsetting for some.
Nothing like camping in the urban jungle huh? What a time-I was a homeless veteran for awhile myself because I refused to live with my neurotic mother. It was a hard time, but I had a really good dog to help and protect me-a pittbull named lady who was all white with a black spot behind her left ear. She was a great dog but I had been ordered by my dad to leave illinois where I had nothing left and move back to vegas where I could find steady work and get out of debt and get on my feet again.
I worked as a sprinkler fitter and put the fire sprinklers in the UFC corporate office before 2010 rolled around, and I loved my work but I had health complications that threatened my life and I had to first find out what was wrong with my body-I was urinating blood and alot of it. I was going through alot of hard times-but Ill tell you this:
When you ground yourself-you’ll be able to see the big picture
You can’t stay in panic mode you just won’t be logical
Treat it as a nuisance and endure it and expose it to your doctor by making detailed reports of your issues and problems.
Don’t give up!
You gotta toughen up a bit, and tell them (are you sure you want to do this or act that way?).
I don’t think they’ll hurt you, honestly. But you know your friends better than I do, so be careful and don’t let anything get out of hand.
I’m sorry you’re going through all of this have you seen your doctor lately?
I treat my paranoid schizophrenia with 1oz of apple cider vinegar to 3oz of water. Four times a day, those pills are not trusted in my hands im from the hood in dfw texas.
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It sounds like you’ve been through a very rough patch. Are you on any sort of medication for the schizophrenia? Getting any treatment from doctors or nurses? The sooner you get treatment and start taking medications, the better your long term prospects are.
Wishing you the best.
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I got to sue the prison for maltreatment they did not treat me right they traumatized me.because they did.not know any thing about paranoid schizophrenia. I almost killed myself six times. It was horrible. I am too afraid to leave the house or have pills if you.know what i mean. I was taking pills and now i have seizures four to five times daily cause of the toxicity and it damaged me perminantly. My mom and pops say stick to organic treatments to be safe. I spend most the day.smoking hand rolled.cigarettes and laying in bed.crying, law school from home and tattoo artist and.piercer apprentice. Hopefully i.can.finish in.like six more years. I can.not even leave my.house i am so terrified. No meds. No meds. Ive taken 40 pills, 30pill, full bpttles of liquor, bottles of.nite quil, abused drug all drugs.for years. I have adhd, paranoid schizophrenia and epilepsy with addiction issues…suicide attempts…five…thank.god.im alive.