Do you realize what a big deal that is? Just sitting in a chair; no racing mind, little fear, mind slowing down. Everything around me is calm. Nothing is happening with me, nothing is happening inside me, nothing is happening outside of me.
when my mind slows down its a symptom of cognitive impairment which is often coupled with dysphoria. i have the opposite desire to you, i would rather my mind were fluid and constantly firing, not turned off. ive had my share of sluggish thinking.