I am getting worse - I am Rapid Cycling and having Mixed Episodes, they are not getting better.
Today I got into an Argument with my Father and started to lose my temper - I was really angry.
My moods go from up to down to mixed.
One hour Im on top pf the world, the next hour I am having dark, suicidal thoughts.
I am patiently waiting for the Depakote to arrive in the mail, hopefully it will be shipped over here in a couple of days.
Thinking of getting my meds from a local pharmacy, the problem with this is that it costs more money - its cheaper by mail.
Tired of living this way - Hopefully the Depakote will work - it has in the past.