I thought I was the most self destructive person in the world except I don’t use drugs and alcohol. I don’t like the idea I have the power to self sabotage.
That sounds familiar to me.
I am too, keeping a routine is diffiuclt esp bc im meant to be studying
100% including the drugs and alcohol
I used to be
No I’m not a self destructive person. Sometimes I self sabotage but rarely.
Used to be then I joined AA and was helped past that.
I was when I drank. 7 months sober now. I drink soda now though and energy drinks. Can’t seem to just be healthy.
Yeah Im self destructive, I was called beibg reckless and frantic many times. I almost ruined my life with drugs, now im just chainsmoking cigarettes until i die I guess
Being schizophrenic is enough self destruction for me. But I guess I’m not the one doing the self destruction. So nvm…