When I was 6, I was put in an isolation box everyday all day for school. This is where my brain broke and hallucinations began. I had previously thought it was only a thing that happened to me and not something in my blood, but…
My oldest child had a psychotic break at age 9.
So does childhood schizophrenia just run in the family?
On my dad’s side (where I think it may come from) there is no talk of psychosis, but there’s a ton of suicide and a now 70 year old (if still alive) who grew up in an institution.
When were your first symptoms? Have any kids with symptoms?
Voices didn’t start until I was 24, but I remember when I was like 5 or 6 I believed I was evil and needed to be punished. That was also my first experience with reality patterns
My voices started when I was 14, they were a lot more mild than what I experience now though and at 14 I got diagnosed with MDD with psychosis originally because at the time I didn’t meet the criteria for schizoaffective like I did when I was 20
Some stuff was definitely going on as a child, and early teens
Some normal, some I’m sure more severe
Bullying doesn’t cover it all.
I didn’t want to be like other people and with a rock bottom self esteem, times were hard.
Then drink and drugs for a year each and true break happened aged 17 - 18