That I’m afraid of bonding, that’s why I see people as fake actors
She said that I was against the father/God in puberty cos I was against my real father. I have trauma and trauma causes psychosis
I didn’t get schizophrenia in one day, she said…
It’s accumulated for years
It’s easier to say that people are fake in a matrix than take responsibility and relate to them
I told her that I have no self, no control over my thoughts, actions, feelings.
She said that gradually we will discover my limits and self
I fear intimacy. Which is true.
Many things she said are true, I had never thought about them
Every time we meet, we go deeper in my self and subconscious
I think that the matrix is my inability to feel included in the society which surrounds me.
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