I feel like a prisoner of my life/mind.
Maybe i got unfinished business somewhere and have to finish my sentence. I tried to forgive myself but maybe I am unforgiven by others.
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Me too. It’s so hard to fight against the blackness
I feel like God is punishing me for not being good enough. It’s like I’m living out a sentence too.
Know how you feel!
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Yea it does sort of feel like u did something wrong in god and life’s eyes. Cause u cant die from it naturally like cancer or diabetes. U have to deal with it
I used to think this was hell. I said once I thought I was the devil Jesus and hitler in the same day. But now this can’t be hell. Life is too peaceful for me lately. This doesn’t seem like hell rn.
But why did I have to struggle so much? What was the purpose. Because a lot of it seemed unnecessary at the time, then later seemed very important, now it’s up in the air if there’s a point to it all. Or maybe it’s just the forces of nature are god. I could have been ■■■■■■ up for life.
I feel that way too.
Maybe we suffered to solve other peoples problems and mistakes from the past.
Glad i am still alive to realize, as i recall i never had problems but been gaslightened,
especially by religious people(fanatics)
you have nothing to be forgiven, nobody is perfect thats for sure but dont blame yourself for this bc its just a random occurrence and from what i know its to test us,
What is testing us for what purpose?
The desire to live a peaceful enjoyable life?
I made mistakes in my life, i got judged by my desires maybe. Do what you want to be done to you.
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