I lost my office job because I misses too many days. Employer never knew it was because of paranoia hallucinations and anxiety. I was too ashamed and confused. They did suspect I lied about the real reason and they dud notice strange bevaviour. But normies don’t know any better, they don’t know what flight of ideas or being locked inside your head is.
I still can’t help talking nonsense to myself, some delusions, paranoia, panic from hallucinations. I occasionally do a volunteer job but even that is like once a month and even then I can’t help but behave strange.
Yeah. Kind of, ever since I stopped working. I’ve been weird socially - I was okay during work. Either that, or I’ve got more time to self notice and evaluate that I’m poor judgement
This is pretty much an identical version of what I am/have been going through. I can definitely resonate with everything you wrote! Despite challenges that may arise, I hope life continues to treats you well
This was typical of myself when I drank, but not since sobering up and working AA’s 12 Steps. I occasionally put my foot in it, but am generally regarded as stable and trustworthy by most including my community, my family, and my spouse.
I’m sure our sza affected us losing our jobs, but I do have an example of poor judgement! I went for a walk one night while it was snowing pretty heavily and I was wearing tennis shoes and none of our clothes were waterproof. Feet got wet and since they weren’t cold I didn’t think anything of it. Well… thankfully, our roommate at the time noticed our feet. I nearly gave us frostbite. Taking extra steps to protect us from the weather just never occurred to me. Not sure if this was just the sza or if the asd added to it honestly.
