There is a Superior Human in my Sz group… self-professed Demi-God who is smarter, better, stronger, more good looking then any of us average people. For some reason he’s decided that my sis and I are worthy of his time. I know in his mind he is gifting us with his presence. But hopefully he will soon grow tired with our averageness.
I would never wish ill will upon anyone… but if he found other self professed Demi-Gods to hang with I wouldn’t mind. I’m just trying to get through my day, stay lucid, learn about myself so I can heal more, help others when I can, and then have some time to hit the waves.
My sis thinks he’s manic and slightly delusional and has offered the hand of friendship or at least a kind ear and sounding board. I wish she wouldn’t. I hate to say it, but I’ve been angry with her for offering to be nice to this superior human. He already said he has no time and no need of mere friendship. He only wants sex. My sis said no thanks. But he still comes over. He was over last night for ages bragging it up while my sis and I went late night tide pool watching.
There is a demi-goddess that is somehow mixed in my sister’s circle who does look like a model… people stop and admire her when she walks down the street. She comes over once in a while and brags to my sis about her amazing looks and her amazing life where people wait on her and she doesn’t have to lift a finger, and that she can spend more money on a purse then we spend on years rent. Why does my hard working sis who has to budget, and can do her own laundry, attract this demi-goddess’s attention? My sis doesn’t go to frat parties or spend 6 months rent on a dress, she sews her own… so why come over here?
I also have a brother who is richer, and better then me in every way he says. Yet he won’t just leave us alone. We’ve gotten a lot of calls from him lately. He’s been reaffirming his superiority. Fine, he wins the superior prize. I just want to heal and become more self-sufficient. Personally, I quit caring and I just go… "sure, yep, Ok, how awesome for you… " I get it, I’m beneath him… then why keep calling me?
We’re not impressed and we’re both too busy to care. Why come over here?
I’m trying to figure out this part of superior human nature. If we are so below everyone else, why come over here?