Avolition and anxiety.
Mine is anxiety. The depression is mostly gone and the paranoia too. (Thank goodness!) The delusions and hallucinations were really never that bad. Mostly about me having powers and seeing a lot of alternate quantum reality cats (though I did see other stuff too). But I still have issues with anxiety and sensory overload. I need to stop worrying about people being behind me and touching me. and I would really like to not have to wear ear plugs anymore.
I keep seeing things tonight and itâs freaking me out. I donât want to die.
Thank God, all of my positive symptoms have disappeared and my negatives are getting better each day.
Just a year ago I was still tortured by negatives and all hope seemed lost. Turned out that by adjusting my med dosage and having more faith in myself and my power to recover, things have taken an unexpected turn for the better.
Sarad, whether you believe in God or not, you should know that youâre still alive because you donât really want to die, you want to improve your life, for you and for your son. Be honest with yourself and youâll find within your heart the power to overcome whatever obstacles youâre facing now.
Andrey if u have good confidence u can work⌠i am rooting for u⌠u are good leader examplerâŚ
There are some, hard to decide
Hang on, do not die
Many of my so called cognitive symptoms stem from anhedonia. Because I canât enjoy things I have a short attention span and no motivation. Anhedonia consumes my every waking moment, Iâll listen to a 3 minute song and get no satisfaction or involvement. No dopamine rush. I try to read a book and canât get past page 2. So in a way, anhedonia is the source of my motivational issues (if âanhedoniaâ just means dopamine deficiencies or dysregulation of that nature).
Anhedonia means taking in new information is a chore for me, as a result I have no interest in life and am less informed. I donât have knowledge to draw from when I speak.
Finally, I suffer from negative and cognitive symptoms across the board, they make me apathetic and a failure at life.
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