- intrusive thoughts
- compulsive behaviors
Anxiety. I worry about falling into psychosis again.
Concentration difficulties, lack of motivation and anhedonia.
My co-person has the flu, and she told me, “I keep thinking about how I want to get out of bed, but then nothing happens.”
Welcome to my world, I said. She says she has a much better understanding of how frustrating it is now.
Since it’s not added, I voted for psychosis but there should be one for tactile hallucinations.
I keep losing time lately. My alters keep standing in for me. I’m dying from dissociation
Defo depression for me right now.
I think for me apathy is the worst symptom I have at the moment.
Definitely psychosis lately have been tormented every day by demons. Last night wasn’t bad because I was so exhausted from the sleep deprivation I passed out immediately for like 14 hours straight and that was after a 2 hour nap like an hour earlier.
That’s a perfection description of avolition. I’m glad I don’t struggle much with it anymore. Two years ago my life mostly just consisted of not doing anything. Like involuntary fasting when I had a fridge full of food.
Mine is paranoia, but It’s not that bad. I’m mostly stable until stress hits. I just need to adjust to my new dosage. But I’ll be fine.
I was torn between voting for depression or for other. I voted other, because lately I have been finding it very troubling just how much I have been talking to myself, carrying on conversations with people who aren’t there. It may not seem like a big deal, I’ve certainly dealt with worse symptoms, but still I find it distracting and troubling. I do it pretty much at all times lately.
Mine is paranoia, I’m nearly unable to drive because I start shaking really bad cause I think someone Is following me or a cop will pull me over and plant drugs on me and send me to prison… hate it… got my meds upped too.
It’s a toss up between anxiety , and whatever you call a lack of ambition and inability to think of and pursue goals .
As the day of my thesis defences approaches, i am becoming aware how difficult im handling the life. Right now it is both anxiety and depression. Yesterday was so bad that in one moment i hold onto kitchen table, to not fall down and just kept saying ( to God i suppose) i want to die i want to die right now.
Luckily i was alone bc it looked like a shitty episode.
Yes i might seem ok but im so not.
Mania. I can’t sleep. I can’t stop impulsive behaviors. I can’t stop these racing thoughts. I’m making these long to-do lists for myself that I’m rushing through. I’m just going, going, going. On the plus side, I’m actually doing stuff and feel happy.
Voices, really biting into me. Seems like there’s no happy middle ground with them.
Very Grand and Huge world changing delusions!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA