I got married in May 2008, but then I had a psychotic break, the worst one I’ve ever had, around August/September of that year. The break and my gradual recovery from it were more than she could deal with or had the patience for; she threw me out at the end of that November.
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I’ve gotten so used to being alone that I don’t think I could share my living space with another person.
I was married for 7 years.
For many reasons it didn’t work out.
I’m currently married,
Things could go either way at this point…
I was engaged to a pretty and awesome lady a very long time ago.
She had children though and I was too young and naive.
For many reasons we broke up. I think about her a lot though.
I wish we could’ve just stayed together as a couple, at least just dating. We really rushed into the engagement. (We were both very young at the time, and trying to figure things out with life and love). 
I’m married. I was having psychotic and severe PTSD symptoms when we met. I intended it to be a one night stand but he had other ideas. I still don’t know why he hasn’t left me, but I’m glad he hasn’t.
We’ve been married almost 9 years.
Why u r so selfish 
Wish I could meet someone that would even consider it
I always thought forcing my company on others was selfish. My mental illness makes me impossible to live with. I have to be alone.
We were married while both of us were semidelusional on abilify…made horrible, catastrophic financial decisions and then finally divorced…I still grieve that I am not married anymore…I live with my girlfriend now and we don’t want to get married…
I am not married.
A few men mentioned they wanted to marry me but I did not take them seriously because I was psychotic and delusional ,hearing voices etc back then.
One guy and I got rings but we were not living well.
I was very psychotic with him .
And binge drinker.
Then another was love making but outside of that it wasn’t good.
Anders will probably always be sacred and special to me.
He took care of me and encouraged me to do things and took me for long bike rides to a lake to swim or to other places.
We had outings and he cuddled me beautifully but our sex was not super duper nor was it with almost every one I’ve sexed with willingly and rape.
He was as there for me and even after we broke up he came back Unfortunately I was a bad girlfriend and worse I was a bad friend to him.
I did not like it when he babified me too much.
We lost contact.
He was there for me and I was not there for him.
I had other men after we broke up but it was never right or compatible with them.
He was funny and such kind eyes and when he grew his hair and beard he was stunning.
I was too messed up.
We met in a psychiatric hospital.
I dressed in a stripper nurse outfit and snuck in to his room and showed him under the dressing gown and gave him a beer candle for his thirtieth birthday that he we spent in hospital.
We had lots of fights and destructiveness though.
Binge drinking etc
My boyfriend I have now is best ever because we do not fight.
We take care of each other.
I love him so much and want to spend the rest of my life with him.
I said I want to marry him but is that being disloyal to Anders but I have no contact with Anders anymore.
They are very much alike.
I don’t know if my boyfriend wants to marry me.
He was with his x for twelve years which is a long time.
If we marry I think we would lose pension money .
Approximately $200 a fortnight I heard.
But we are probably not ready for such a thing or are we.
Or will we ever be.
I adore him and he is my first boyfriend I have had over a year.
Except for Anders who was on n off as friends n bf etc
I wish my xzzz well.
My boyfriend and I said we want to spend the rest of our lives together.
I am ugly at the moment.
I was bullied for being ugly but I tried a beauty treatment to improve my face looks and now I may of been uglified .
One has ones moments and angles to who and all one is…
It seems he wanted to marry his x but she did not want to marry.
A few guys kind of proposed.
Anders said “so when are we getting married”…
I did not take it seriously then and was psychotic.
A few others spoke about wanting it with me.
I am trying to improve myself inside and out.
Be a better daughter,cousin,sister ,partner etc etc
My boyfriend might want me that way if I get bigger tits for him.
He loves bigger tits.
But he wants me to pay for it and I have quiet a lot of expenses .
So if it happens it may take a while.
My neigh comes before such things.
She is more important to me.
The marriage ritual should go in a way I love and approve of.
His parents are Christians.
My mum is a spiritual atheist who hates religion and my father was a atheist but is now a man who believes in reincarnation and who loves Buddhism and my mum is vegan and my dad is a wanna be vegan .
I have my own religion I believe in but none of the religions I know of do it for me as such although there is lots of wisdom in it.
My grandma said before she passed away that she would like me to be a Christian that goes to church twice a year and has Jesus to turn to but it’s not my religion.
My other grandmas family ancestors were mostly priests.
I would not want a white dress but possibly more gothic style or something else awesome n stunning .
I love my boyfriend.
He is very sacred to me also .
My great man I was praying thank you every day for him and my neigh n family etc
This is probably the first boyfriend that I believe is serious about me.
A big reason for this is I nolonger binge drink and was celibate five years or so.
I do not drink alcohol nor do I smoke nor do I do drugs.
This makes me a better girlfriend more bearable.
I was too psychotic before even with Anders.
I was a wierd child too before I had even touched alcohol I was schizoish but I once got drunk on beer when I was around two at a party I drank the beers on the table and got sh## faced.
I want to marry I reckon but other things come to play and some things I’m not clear with or moved on from yet ???
I was married for almost ten years to a very abusive man. I never got married again after that. I didn’t trust anyone after that. I still don’t.
Divorced. She did some sketchy stuff. Nice girl but a little on the bipolar side of things. Manic type behavior which even I couldn’t deal with.
Married since July of 2000. Still together.
No I’ve never been that unlucky, lol.
Got with my wife in 1983 while both patients in psych hospital. We married in 1986. She died in 2005.