i really feel annoyed becoz of hallucinations
they keep telling me that they torturing me and this a ““light”” torture
so they torture for years
torture torture
also i feel that i am normal person not psychiatrically ill person this mean i am delusional !!!
i am also feel depressed sometime like now
becoz i am not living normal life like all ppl
living life full of suffer full of suffer !!!
i am one of those who spend so much time being scz really
i am MI since mid 2010
so i am ill for 14 years now
so i know somewhat about my illness
i know the hallucinations seeming real ppl to me not others at all
they will stay with me even if i go anywhere on world
i know meds will help but they may not totally cure illness
Are you feeling paranoid? Talk to a doctor, he can help you.
the problem is the idea of torture it is very stressing
& depression
& feeling that i will stay like that all my life and i will stay suffer
very stressing in fact
I have hallucinations very bad in the past. I still have some but it is much better. Everything is better now. I was a disturbed person for thirty years.
@saynow , I suffered for over 30 years back in the 80s, 90s, 00s, and 10s. I’m much better now thanks to multiple AP’s. (polypharmacy).
Keep complaining to your pdocs. They can help you
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