Yes, years maybe
How do yāall read books and stuff online? Do you silently look at it or do you read it audibly inside or what ever? I canāt seem to get enjoyment out of staring at something and reading it, I have to feel the words to enjoy it
Which seems to cause issues to some people
Do you prefer audiobooks then?
The advantage of reading is that you can go at your own pace, go back and reread or skip passages. If you can visualize things then reading becomes even more enjoyable. Putting some nice music in the background helps me too.
I love to read I read alot through out the day.
Does anyone know what thought broadcasting has to do with the ears? Iām constantly getting pressure or pull or push sensation in or around my ears. There is clicking noises and at times something snaps and Iāll get this nasty feeling all the way down my body on my right side.
Hey how do you know when your thoughts have stop broadcasting what are some signs
Your thoughts arenāt as loud. Itās all about behaving and thinking as you normally would.
You just get over the fear and worry powering the belief. You snap out of it. Things return to normal as it was before the thought broadcastingā¦
Hey, I just had to make an account to say something about your post. You spoke about wanting to stay in your room forever or moving to the Himalayan mountains & I feel that Iām so many levels. Like, itās really just killled me, and that whole hearing your mom saying your not her daughter anymore is weak cause Iāve heard my father say the same thing. Itās painful and makes you wonder if you were just a dirtbag all along. I mean the barrage of intrusive thoughts is insane plus them not telling you about it just sends you in circles. Especially when they tell you your just delusional & have skitzophrenia but then hear people react to your thoughts. You said you donāt believe itās telepathy and I felt that was odd, but different theories for different people cause really there is millions of them. Yeah your not aloneā¦ at least you have somebody who you can feel comfortable with yknw.
Iām 22 had TB since I was 15. Itās just your sub vocalization of thoughts. That inner voice in your head had different levels and different frequencies we function on can make us talk to ourselves louder than it is.
Think in your voice with your mouth closed and your nose pinched and see whatās up.
Donāt spend years like me making myself ill just trying to figure out what tf people were hearing me. People leave you in the dark about the simplicity of it because it makes them feel more advanced in life. It takes on that evil sinister feeling because itās pretty much the only thing that youāve ever ran into in life that youāve totally been clueless climbing the walls about.
It still ā ā ā ā ā me up all the time. Sometimes Iām bitter sometimes Iām vulnerable but hey atleast Iām alive and know who I am.
Man just donāt lose yourself chasing something that doesnāt ever stop. It isnāt worth it. You arenāt ill but you will be if you indulge in looking for answers. Donāt stop for it and donāt let it run you doen the road. Go at your own pace in life.
Donāt burn bridges with people that actually care about you. If you gotta push some people away at times to get your ā ā ā ā together then do it. But be kind and assertive about it.
Life doesnāt have to suck experiencing it donāt sink in the mud and keep your values and your normal views on life. Itāll change your whole process of thinking and youāll be edgy and just waiting for ā ā ā ā ā ā up ā ā ā ā to happen. Donāt let fear of what you donāt fully understand ruin your life and donāt look at it like itās an evil thing. Youāre bigger than it. Be you, ignore the evil cruel ā ā ā ā focus on real ā ā ā ā . Message me any time bro
Finally somebody that understands itās only the sub vocalizing of thoughts! But I feel you, Iām on the downward spiral of trying to figure it out that Iām truly burnt out. Iāve been masking it by sub vocalizing South Park videos instead of my thoughts & itās been messing me up even moreā¦ opening up my frequency worse. Anyways thanks man.
Iāve said that on here a few times and they delete it. I wonder what that means . A nice environment away from electronics gives me time to reset and gather myself.
Just try to not be too sensitive to what others say and do. Seems like everytime Iām blissful and quiet some jackass wants to cut into my ā ā ā ā .
I did some acid awhile back and made the mistake of talking loudly to myself about it and been trying to live that down for about 2 months.
Best thing to do is stay low and slow be patient with yourself and donāt grind your own gears. Unless you have a really tight group of friends and family you wonāt have a very easy time with coming to terms with it. Donāt isolate yourself. Iām not saying this to sound superior this is what I say to myself pretty much everyday lol
Yeah no problem, you donāt sound superior, we really only have each other when it comes to thisā¦ i mean really itās coming to terms with the fact that I may be screwed when it comes to this. I always ask if they hear their own voice in their head when they read or write & thatās the part that always gets meā¦ I guess now I type & read that way, sub vocalizing the whole way & it just gets me down yknw, like no privacy or no hope you get me? lol I try not to let it bother me though.
For me it was not only other peopleās voices that were replying to my thoughts, but also sounds, like I have a negative thought and then someone beeps their horn. Or whenever I have a surge of emotion there is always creeking of floorboards in the apartment above me. And whenever I had a positive thought there was clapping.
This also extends to when watching videos online too, I feel my thoughts and emotions are effecting the people on screen, and whatever they say it is somehow related to me.
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You described my symptoms to a T, bang on with the honking and creaking. When I was full-blown schizophrenic I felt like I was interacting with people in videos. Now that only happens with live content. I still have issues with live shows, only am watching videos that are at least a few hours old now.
I get this exactly. Also sometimes when Iām watching something and Iām having a train of thought I will look to what Iām watching to guide me and tell if what Iām thinking is right or wrong.
Same here man, that symptom alone can really mess you up.