I think people know my thoughts. I think a stranger might r*** me or kill me. I think my family wish I’d never been born. I think the voices might make me kill someone one day. I think I imagined a thing that has now escaped my mind to torment me and other people. I think people will hate me if I say hi or smile at them because they might be busy.
But I’m not scared of any of those things. Even when I totally believe it it really should scare me but it doesn’t.
Is that a thing? What’s it called? Have/do any of you experience(d) it?
I’m not stressed, that’s exactly my point xD
Just interested to know whether other people on here have that kind of paranoia that doesn’t bother them at all
I had paranoid thoughts that caused grave terror and paranoid thoughts that just floated by and where i was more like “hm okay that was weird, oh well - shrugs”
I think for me it actually has to do with getting used to paranoid thinking, now im contemplating it. The longer im ill, the more stuff goes in the floating by category.
Yes people I here voices when I look at CNN news its like I can make the news lady head talk my thoughts and then some one do the same thing who’s watching TV and my mind subconscious gets program to make me do crazy things so I stop watching news on TV to protect my subconscious mind
i used to be nervous that people in certain neighbour hoods were out to get me…but with the right med and cbt (ci=of=gnitive behaviour therapou improve @Dansilion …i got better…
i hope things improve for you, and also WELCOME to the forums
When I take the bus and I see, for example, two people talking, I instantly think they are talking about me. I can’t change my perception, but I realize it’s irrational. Stay strong!
I don’t know if there’s a specialized term for it, though.