I have worked on this project for about 5-6 weeks
It’s so close to being finished, and should be this week.
Throughout this project I have been suffering from severe depressive episodes and had to take time off.
Maybe I have had 1/5th of the time off sick
Today I had this horrible feeling of dread when I woke up, and I was shaking and did not know what to do
In the end I stood down the sub contractor I work with (I will still pay him), and I texted the customer to say I was sick
The customer has not replied
Do you think he’s sick of me being sick?
All I have told them previously was that I had a medication issue being dealt with by a consultant
I really don’t want to go back, but I don’t have a choice
Then there is the issue of do I start the next project when I feel this low?
My existence at the moment is not my most attractive quality