Yesterday afternoon was very paranoid when my husband spoke to his tenant on the phone about a problem and he said his tenant was upset and wanted to come here and meet with him to discuss the problem.
I panicked and begged my husband to cancel. I told him what if the tenant comes to hurt us, like if he has gun or knife…
I was near tears with begging him to cancel so he did. Felt relieved but ashamed too.
The tenant may come tomorrow afternoon but my husband wants the estate agent to come to meeting too so this helps me feel less paranoid.
Haven’t been paranoid for quite some time. I guess it comes with stress. I hate confrontation so much