No wonder I cower before it. It’s a bruising mental force…
I spend years of my life almost a prisoner to it.
I think smoking contributed to my paranoia. I’ve heard it can actually cause sz. But I wouldn’t have been smoking if I hadn’t become victim to a couple of undesirable people. I don’t want to stay in victim mode either. I need to take the albatross off my neck. Life can be better than that.
Paranoia is brutal. i had 3 days of it last week. it felt like a force of energy running through my brain
I’m lucky. Abilify is keeping my paranoia at bay, well about 90% anyway. I still have the odd episode but they’re rare now. The last thing I had was the feeling that there was a camera in my TV. But even that feeling is gone now. I’m diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia.
Paranoia is a cancer and the fuel of most delusions.
Can’t stand it.
Comedian Denis Leary has a comedy CD where he’s complaining about flavored coffee so I think he’s naming off random foods… No pappai no quasall. Etc… I just like the way the word sounds.
risperidone saved me from paranoia; albeit I still have paranoid moments…
Whoever said, “Sometimes the paranoids have real enemies.” caused me a lot of anxiety."
A day without paranoia would be nice.