I have this delusion that there are other, parallel earths or earths from different timelines.
I have a memory of taking a pill and going through a wormhole and arriving to another earth.
I guess I’m scared. I don’t think these delusions will go away. I think they’re real memories. I think talking helps me. I think getting them out and knowing I won’t be killed or tortured helps. I don’t know what else to say. More meds isn’t the answer. I’m already on 6 mg vraylar, 40 mg geodon.
Is it possible my mind was wiped and possibly the ap’s , cigs, or energy drinks are making me remember? If the energy drinks are making me remember is this a sign of psychosis?
I read that some APs reverse scopolamine induced learning deficits. I also took sodium pentothal in a past life–i think. Is remembering/thinking I’m psychic a sign of psychosis?
Energy drinks could be detrimental to your efforts. They can make you more symptomatic. I would lay off the energy drinks for a while. You don’t sound well.
Sometimes talking is good. I’m trying to get reality testing. I think some of my delusions are true. I think if I didn’t take my meds, I would end up dead, institutionalized, or in prison.
BTW I take my meds everyday. The meds help against feeling suicidal. I still had delusions in the hospital, but my suicidal thoughts went away.