Man, when I was twenty years old I was alone one night in the smoking room in the hospital and the most beautiful girl there came and sat on my lap wearing nothing but a hospital gown and sat on my lap and snuggled against me.
I had dreamed of a moment like this many times but I totally choked and didn’t make a move and she left. All I have left is a memory of what might have been.
But later the cutest little Chinese woman who always used to smile at me when we passed n the hallways and one night we were alone on the back lawn and I got to kiss her a few times. Sometimes life balances out.