You stood your dying grandmother up on Christmas night to go hang out with friends, probably getting drunk and high.
Don’t you see the problem here?
Doesn’t it bother you that you’re pushing away your biggest support system, Hurting her?
Drinking in the mornings, doing coke and wanting DMT?
Pissing off every family member due to your own unresolved issues you refuse to face like an adult.
I faced my addiction and fought it. I faced my mental Illness and am recovering. Wtf are you doing?
You use daily, it interferes with your life. You’re fine with that? Are you that sick?
Your mental Illness is interfering with your life, and you refuse to even acknowledge it, self medicate, and leave a path of destruction in your wake. That’s ok with you?
You have ADD or ADHD, get on medication and get some therapy, get into rehab and quit being so damn selfish.
Grow up Alecia. This is the reason you fear having no one, because you treat your own family like ■■■■ and you know that you really don’t deserve us in your life.
You do nothing but take and hurt people, selfish little child. I refuse to have someone In my life that’s as toxic as you.
When Doris dies don’t come crying to me because you ■■■■■■ up left and right and it left you with unresolved abandonment issues.
Family doesn’t do what you are so easily capable of. That’s why you’re going to be alone, because In the end, everyone gets sick of your ■■■■■■■■, and you refuse to do anything to change that. To better yourself.
TLDR, get into rehab,therapy, get on some proper medication for your Illness, you’re toxic. Don’t come crying for help from me, I don’t want that ■■■■■■■■ in my life unless you get help. You lost those privileges when you stood up Doris. I see how you treat family. You have a ■■■■■■ up idea of what “love” is
PS. Names have been changed for safety