Only live once

Unusual Beliefs
1

Had this sick belief last night.

That the real version of me ; ‘God’ was just experiencing my life.

So I would suffer on Earth and die in the end where as he would get to live forever and be with The Goddesses

Apparently it wasn’t a real reality and some Goddesses manifested it. Anyways it’s destroyed now.

Kinda scared me to think that I would be just a fragment. And end up be assimilated into a larger consciousness as an experience.

I still believe I am God of Prime Reality and that one day I will be with all of the Goddesses.

To others I am delusional. For me this is just something I know to be true as my voices are not internal.

I have a right to exist eternally.

1 Like
2

I don’t dwell on these type of beliefs too much. I go about my day.

I like to think before bed.

3

this euphoric world you describe will lead to paranoia and fear eventually…tell your pdoc.

4

That is an interesting existential thought process to have.

Where do you think you formed an illusory idea of gods and goddeses imagery from in the first place?

Parents, teachers, priests etc. Maybe books of fiction even?

At what age did you start believing in this stuff?

I suppose if you don’t start fulfilling imaginary rituals and sacrifices to them and are just transitory thoughts, what harm is there in believing in the illusory?

Personally, I would question why and how i came up with such beliefs, and understand that it is common for people to believe in the illusory as it provides them comfort and security; although it is made up by someone, somewhere and cannot ever be known…

1 Like
5

Yeah. I had this kind of belief system but honestly it just takes some time to process that this just might a rabbit hole we are creating for ourselves.

I mean lots of people in spaces online I’ve seen say a lot of this stuff and it’s honestly a bit painful to see it because I know that’s all we are doing with it.

And some people will exploit that and profit on it lol. But it’s like a subconscious thing where we don’t know that’s what we’re doing.

6

It started in 2023. Just my imagination I guess. I was 28.

1 Like
7

This topic was automatically closed 7 days after the last reply. New replies are no longer allowed.