So i was out, on my bench, smoking my cigarette…
Yes, i feel unwell still, but am decided to beat this unwell being now… 
But its visible from outside, that i feel bad…
One dude, my age, approached me and asked me what do i have wow…
I told him, that i have a mental illness and i said if its so visible that i feel unwell… He said, that it is very visible yeap…
In fact i need still to be a bit alone in my struggle, he wanted to talk more etc, but i put an end to the conversation and told him, that i should leave now…
Tbh, i can feel often just as a bad person, maybe the others judge me like that, when i avoid them so much…
He was drinking vodka though etc, i just felt as a bad gal, thats all…
I dont know what he was looking for, but i often feel that i irritate the others…
Maybe its my right to not be able to socialize now, right? But the others seem pissed off by me, maybe am just boorish with that… 
And he was probably willing to help in fact even, to distract me, but i was occupied with my mind stuff still…
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The conversation started of asking what you have ?
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Yeap, he asked me this…
I tell you, am really transparent often for many, but ive told him, that i have a mi and he kept asking ‘‘what and what’’…
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I think that was an unexpected answer.
I wouldn’t waste my time talking to someone who’s drunk who you don’t know.
I hope you don’t see him again.
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This would make me very paranoid
I’d leave fast as well
You did the right thing @Anna1
You never know what he’s capable of
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