Here’s the thing. On one hand, I want to try something new so that I’m not letting life just pass me by. I attend a Peer Support Group 3 times a week but I don’t have much interaction with others outside of that. I spend most of my time on the internet or listening to music and watching TV. Half of me wants something more, but the other half doesn’t want to change anything. I’d like to see what y’all think.
You’ve perfectly described me. On the one hand I want change but on the other hand it’s almost as if I’m afraid of it.
I know I need to change, but I’m just not able to. I need to get over my fears of being followed and persecuted and in danger of torture. But I just haven’t been able to.