Morning fellas and ladies- up and about on this early morning.
Good morning!!!
Spring day here.
Flowers bloom.
Butterflies fly around.
Such a beauty!
I heard birds this morning. It’s still a little bit early for birds singing. Maybe in a month.
Spring has arrived!
Guys, spring destabilises me
How so Om? Is it the longer days?
No, it’s the thrill of nature.
The beauty that I can’t handle.
This glorious sun.
It makes my dopamine flow
Ah so beautiful it hurts. I gotcha. Maybe ration your in nature time and build it up gradually?
When I’m alone,
I talk to my self.
It’s been 3 hours now,
that I’m alone at home,
and I’ve been talking constantly.
It makes me tired.
I talk to myself all day. It’s annoying. It would be nice to have some moments of peace. But my mind is a cat 5 hurricane.
What do you talk about?
I talk about everything,
I play roles, i shout, i yell,
I laugh etc
A bit of everything, also keeping OCD under control. And yeah I laugh too at my thoughts, I heard that is common with SZ.
I don’t laugh at thoughts.
I laugh with thoughts.
We discuss and argue all the time.
Yeah the arguments are like trench warfare.
I’m drinking orange juice.
What are you doing guys?
I’m browsing the web. I exercised 30 mins on my bike and went for a walk and got a latte.
My cleaning lady also cleaned my apartment today. So, everything is tidy again.
How’s the orange juice ?
Been awake since 8 PM. Probably going to bed after taking my pills.
Juice is fine.
You take latte everyday?
It’s your routine?
Is it evening there?