I made the mistake of telling my family and they did an intervention with me a few days ago. I wasn’t that impressed
I have cut off all support now and been over a week with no meds.
This is the last time I am trying. If I fail I found a loop hole where I can kill myself if I am psychotic as it won’t harm my family. They will blame me being ill and it will be better for them
I want to not take them as I reject the health team. They are hiding information about me and not being honest. If I succeed I am free if not I die either way I win
things will get better there are some numbers pinned at the top of this forum with numbers if you are in crisis, please phone or talk to someone if you are in distress, i know its not much but its all i can say just now.