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My china pig is my innocent self,
before sz.

I was an innocent kid once.
I still am, in a way.
I still carry my little Om with me.

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Sometimes i think
that if i didn’t have
this alcoholic abusive
father but a normal one
i wouldn’t be schizophrenic.
But maybe I wouldn’t be
who I am now.
Maybe it was a necessary
lesson for me.
His toxicity taught me
not to be toxic

I went to the kitchen, prepared for everything.
But nothing happened.
But still it feels haunted.

Another morning.
Struggle again.
I’m having the first coffee

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Good morning! I just had my second cup of coffee! How are you doing this morning?

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Hello.
I struggle.
Now i will take my
morning meds.
How are you?

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Well I’m fine. I forgot to take my meds for two days in a row now because I fall a sleep on the couch. I feel weird.

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Ouch, if I missed two days of meds I’d be a wreck.

Hi Om, how is the madhouse today?

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I have morning depression.
How are you?

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Two days? Wow.
That’s bad.
Take them asap

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I will take them after lunch.

Morning depression!? Perhaps a refreshing walk will help??

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It’s mid-afternoon here and I’m pretty chill. I have no plans for the rest of the day so I am listening to psychedelic music and browsing the forum.

I hope your morning depression passes soon, is it something you get often? Can you go and sit outside and look at that lovely water like in the picture further up the thread?

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I will walk the dog later.
How do you feel?
Do you have symptoms?

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I live by the sea.
I’m used to it.
I will sit quietly
and meditate.
I will calm
or i will make
voices louder.
We’ll see.

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Nothing unusual. I always hear voices so nothing is new. I have some anxiety. I feel a little bit weird but nothing bad. Hehe!

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Do you fish??1515

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My father is fisherman.
He has a big boat.
But i don’t like it at all.
Whenever i go with him,
i have anxiety and voices. Lol

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Ok! No point of going if you can’t enjoy it. Too bad, fishing can be meditative.

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“Louisa is waiting for you
in the kitchen, with legs open.”