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Om's madhouse #999

Same as usual. Cracked brain and voices!

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What do they say?

When I’m in psychosis,
whether voices or delusions,
my brain feels different.
I can tell the difference.
A strange wave of energy
flows in my brain.
Neurons are on fire.
I’m in euphoria and ecstasy.

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Euphoria ecstasy… sometimes dysphoria rhough and that’s never fun

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Yes, in bad times
confusion, brain fog, despair,
lack of concentration,
lack of ego,
mood cycles,
disorganized thoughts etc.

But mostly it’s positive/euphoric

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I’m a lot more depressive than not.

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I would think that feeling dead
is peaceful and tranquil.

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It is once I truly accepted it, I fought it for months and that was not euphoric

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If you will find the right meds,
you will get out of your delusion
and you will feel nice being in
reality.

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Being sober again,
away from fake feelings of delusions,
is nice.

Being rooted in reality.

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I miss being in reality but meds don’t seem to work for me

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What meds do you take?
How many have you tried?

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I was on abilify maintena last. I’ve been on so many I’ve lost count. I’m guessing 7 or 8 different ones.

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And still you haven’t found the right ones?
I’ve tried more than 10 but still have symptoms.

I guess i will always have symptoms.
It’s inevitable in my case.

But, but, with the current meds,
I have experienced normalcy.
Even for a few days or weeks.
It was beautiful.
I felt powerful again and in charge of my life.

In psychosis i have lost my life.

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No they all stop working after a couple months or shorter.

What meds are you on?

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Now i take
Haldol injection,
Clozapine,
Chlorpromazine,
Nozinan.

It’s the best period of my life.
Even my hallucinations and delusions
have matured with me

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I think I may ask for clozapine but I don’t know if I can do it realistically.

Did it help you fast?

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I’m not sure.
I think it’s a good med.

I take 300mg.
Max dose is 900.

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How often do you get labs done?

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This is Thorazine??? I take this.

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