It was a mini psychotic episode. It lasted half an hour or an hour, but the consequences on my mind lasted 3 days after that. I had a disorganized episode full of pure madness, as my psychiatrist said. I was out of reality, in another dimension.
I am looking forward to seeing my psychiatrist again. In a few days we have an appointment
I have a general dysphoria.
Do you have a voice of self?
I have the voice of an IRA operative and sometimes his acossiates
My voice told its subconscious telepathy
Your voice told you you were being communicated with telepathically?
Like that 555555555
Also I get targeted news and other stuff on my phone that weirds me out. It’s like something is communicating with me on my phone and head
I get targeted news to the phone too.
It’s the algorithm which sees what we type and what we like
But it’s different of what I think about. I tried without typing anything on phone
Still no voices. I feel almost normal again.
In Thursday I will see my pdoc.
I think he will increase the med for agitation and disorganized silliness and he will decrease the other aps
And this as a tribute to Grausamkeit and a reminder of the good side of pure madness.
I will have the two phrases at the bottom.
Pure Madness is autobiographical
Two weeks, I am not sure. I have no good memory. But it’s been a while. Today I heard “I wanted ice cream”
Louisa asked me if I want to have sex with her
She is a demon, assistant of Lucifer.
I found out the IRA used to work with the CIA in the 80s, they used to help them bring guns into the Northern Ireland. I think CIA told IRA about mind control and that they’re using it on me. Not at the minute though. I haven’t heard the IRA in nine weeks
So you still hear voices?